I've been avoiding this blog (I'm so far behind it's Sept 1st and I'm finally trying to catch up) since 3/9/10. This was the day my whole world stopped and went into slow motion. I had a doctor's appt. this morning at 7:30am, which never happens. I NEVER make dr. appts this early EVER! So, I had Ana coming over at 7am so I could run to the dr while the kids were still sleeping. My phone rang at 7:03am and nothing has been the same since. I'm convinced God intervened here and put Ana at my house this particular morning because he knew I would need her help. It was my mother, hysterical on the other end of the phone saying that my dad had died. I won't go into the specifics because I don't feel like sharing those personal details. But I rushed over to their house in about 7min going 90 miles and hour. What happens next, I can't remember. Today was just a blur. A bad blur.
My dad had throat cancer for the last year and a half. He was in so much pain we didn't even know. But we did know. We knew he couldn't eat and was losing weight. We knew he felt like crap every day. But we just didn't know the level of pain. If we did, we would have intervened.
Rest in Peace my sweet daddy. I will miss you every day of my life.
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